I AM PREGNANT!

Thats right. Can you believe it? Because I still cant. I am going to be a mommy!!! My last post was on December 1st and I was saying that I really wanted this to be "the month" little did i know that i would be o'ing that day and it would happen! Okay, I gotta go Jason is about to get home.

I really want this to be "the cycle"

I havent been temping or anything really, I was on vacation in the beginning of this cycle and then Thanksgiving and so on. But i just really feel something may be different this month. Jason and I were talking about babies and our future baby names and so on this weekend. Its so weird when you make that transition to being scared shitless of getting pregnant to wanting to be so bad. Its weird to hear my boyfriend talk about babies and wanting babies, i never thought that day would come. But its here and it feels so amazing, now if I could just get pregnant! I dream about being pregnant, and having a little girl. For some reason everytime i dream about having a baby, its always a girl!?

I want this so bad, it hurts....

Happy Thanksgiving!!

Yay! I love thanksgiving! Jason and I just finished putting up our Christmas lights and decorations outside. Now we just have to put up our tree and decorate inside! I just love this time of the year! :) I cant wait to go to my grandmas and jasons for two thanksgiving dinners! Yummy!

Hope everyone has a wonderful Thanksgiving!!!

Back to life.....

Today is my first day back to work after my long vacation. :( boooooo I had such an amazing week off of work, in Cancun AND at home with my boyfriend and friends. Our longtime friends who live in California came in this past weekend and had a party and it was a BLAST! I had a bad hangover yesterday, lets just say that! lol Oh, and my sister didnt have Aden while I was in Cancun! Whoo hoo! As soon as we landed back in St. Louis I called her and said "Your still pregnant right?" haha I was sooooo happy when she said yes! I think its going to happen soon though!! :)

Gotta get back to work!

See ya!!!

In exactly 12 hours we are leaving for Cancun baby!!! ;)

TGIF!!!

I cant believe were leaving in 2 days!!! Yippee! I can just picture myself now sitting on the beach sipping on margaritas! (And anything else I want because its all-inclusive!) lol

Jason is getting back on the "Moving to a warm place" kick. This happens every so often, he wants to do it when he's done with masters school (he's an electricin and he is getting his masters which allows you to also open your own electrical business) He wants to open one in another -warmer- state. It sounds WONDERFUL, but I dont know how I would ever leave my family and friends. But on the other hand, were young and its the perfect time to do it... we would adjust and find new friends it would just take time. I dont know, it would be soooooo nice though to actually live where most people just vacation to like Florida or Hawaii. We'll see.

Baby fever today is at a 3,426,354 on a scale of 1-10! lol I saw a ton of pregnant girls this morning. And found an old friend from high school on facebook (dorky, right? lol) and he has a BEAUTIFUL daughter named Sophia... :( I just cant wait until its my turn and I cant help but feel its never going to happen. And i know when Aden (my sisters baby-who is still in her belly!) gets here its going to be a million times worse. I really cant wait to meet him though! Only 1 month until her due date!!

Sorry this was kinda all over the place! A lot of different things on my mind I guess!

2 DAYS!!!!

AF is here......

And I couldnt be more sad/mad/pissed. But the good news is she will be gone before we leave for Cancun.



5 DAYS!!!!